Looking forward to 2013 I realize how
much will be changing in my life. I am officially entering this new
world called motherhood with much excitement and trepidation. My
time will not be “my” time solely but will be divided up among
two precious little ladies. At some point we will be getting orders
to a new duty station and my husband will go back to a new position
in his old job. For the first time we will move as a family of four
and create memories there. There will be a new balance between
housework, hobby time, volunteering, social time, cuddling and play
time. For all of this newness I felt it was time to start afresh
with a new blog.
I love blogging and I love the quilting
world that brought my entrance into the online journaling community.
However, I don't have that inspiration to write solely about quilts
at this point in my life. Nor do I think it is fair to suddenly
change my old blog into the random snapshots of my life that I do
want to document: baking, child rearing, pregnancy, canning, reading,
knitting, etc. For awhile when I would sit down to write about
something it felt like a chore. I finished plenty of quilts and no
posts were ever written and that last minute camera phone snap shot
sort of made me feel like a failure for not being more dedicated to
my craft. The truth is I love the freedom blogging has provided for
me, but want to give a more accurate, transparent, whole rounded view
of myself. When I would sit down to finally write that post about
the quilt finished 4 months ago the words did not come out I found
myself wanting to share about a new vintage find, or a new recipe I
tried. I am also finding myself reading more blogs about new moms,
military spouses, bakers, etc. My life is changing and I want to
document and try to remember this time because I know it will fly by
in the flash of an eye.
My goal as I embark on this journey is
to buckle up and enjoy the ride. It may not always be pretty but
that is life and I hope to use the blog to write on the good, the
bad, new recipes, finished quilts, sleepless nights, noon cuddles,
the predictable and the unfamiliar. I have benefited so much from
blogs that show and share that rawness and I hope to be able to do
the same!!!
I'll be here! Such an adventure-- it will be fun to peek in. :)
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